Stairway to heaven

this is a late tribute to my friend , Sarah who passed away 5 months ago.i just learned about it and i'm so sad to hear.
I had noticed her absence , but always thought she was in one of her trips taking her cool photos:(
So i was devastated to read this:(
I thought to make a tribute to her with such a photo of mine as she loved everything about colors and textures!She had a great approaching eye and heart!
Rest in peace dear Sarah.You won't be forgotten!

for more infos and to have a look at her lovely photos you may check her blog too:
http://sarahunderhillphotography.blogspot.com/

Escape!

I have a urge need to escape.Escape from here , escape from everything that makes me feel uncomfortable !Uncomfortable with myself and my decisions.That breaks my heart!
That bores me to death!That I can't fight any longer ..

Boulevard of broken dreams...

I walk alone in a dark street.Everything looks like wraped up under a tarred masque..

Trees look frightening under their screaming nude cavity.Their helplessly upwards extending branches look like praying to s.t or s.w undefined,unknown,unseen.

Countless clouds rushing in a restless sky giving you the idea of an ambushing volcano.

I keep on walking faster & faster just to redeem myself from this asmathic atmosphere , but I'm abruptly stopped by a thick wall coming accross so unexpectedly , I can't help striking it:(

I turn my face and have a glance at it..I'm stunned to see it's full of pictures..Different images of me and my life fragments float in front of my eyes .Each one with its own regrets and sadness..Each one leaving its painful traces ..Each one bloodly ripping off my heart ..

I notice mislaid faces, forgotten moments,suppressed disappointments, hidden emotions and innefable sanguine expectations as well ; never realised expectations...

It's weird to face with all of these sentiments this way...It's sad to see how all of them turned into barren hopes...Nothing is prolonged as much as this exhausting melancholy fettle..

- I ate an apple today , and there was no worm in it..I wish it were..At least that would be some change or would bring some new waves in the sea of boredom.But this doesn't seem possible!Vacuum forever!

This exploring promenade in the underground city of my soul tired me to death..I need some elevator to lift me up!For I wanna visit another boulevard right now!

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