Shi-Gan (a.k.a Time) - A mirror of our complexes!

Two years of relationship.Two individuals loving each other.But... the girl's inferior feelings prevents her to enjoy anything.She's maniacally jealous of her boyfriend , believing he was so fed up with her face ..So she decides to undergo a plastic surgery and change her face , desperately hoping to get her lovers attention. (but this is just her apprehension anyway)..What happens further , I'm not inteding to tell you.But if I was to summarize it : lots of meaningless pain.
This film reminded me of a quote I once read at a book.A girl was saying to her boyfriend:Do you know how many identities I changed , to love you?
This is so very painful.The idea that we can't except ourselves as we are , the pointless complexes that make our lives eves more complicated.A never ending paranoia: Am I still attracting for his/her eyes?Am I funny,creepy,entertaining enough?Is their dose always at top?
Why this terrible escape from ourselves?Why this urge need to ornament our characters?Why this feeling of deficience?
If only we could understand that's the reason of our disaster...
I strongly recommend you this Kim Ki Duk's movie , as a mirror of our complexes!
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Nje marredhenie sentimentale 2 vjeçare.Dy njerez te dashuruar.Por..ndjenjat inferiore te vajzes e ndalojne ate ta ndjeje kete kenaqesi.Ajo eshte çmendurisht xheloze per te dashurin e saj duke menduar se pamja e saj i eshte merzitur ketij te fundit.Vendos te ndryshoje paraqitjen e saj me ane te nje operacioni plastik , duke shpresuar deshperueshem ti terheqe kesisoj vemendjen te dashurit te saj.(por sigurisht ky eshte vetem nje trillim i mendjes se saj).Nuk kam ndermend t'ju tregoj vazhdimin e filmit.Por nese do t'me duhet ta permbledh do te thoja : vetem dhimbje shume e madhe dhe e pakuptimte!

Ky film me kujtoi nje shprehje qe pata lexuar dikur ne nje liber.Nje vajze i thote te dashurit te vet: A e di ti valle sa identitete kam nderruar une , per te te dashur ty?
Kjo eshte vertete shume e dhimbshme.Ideja qe nuk nuk e pranojme veten tone ashtu siç jemi , komplekset e panevojshme qe krijojme qe na e bejne jeten dhe me te komplikuar nga ç'eshte.Nje paranojakeri e pafundte:A jam une ende terheqes/e ne syte e tij/saj?A jam une mjaftueshem komik/e, ngjethes/e, argetues/e?Dhe a jane keto cilesi te fundit perhere ne dozen me te larte?
Ç'eshte kjo arratisje e tmerrshme nga vetja jone? Perse kjo deshire e ethshme per te stolisur karakterin tone?Perse kjo ndjesi mangesie?
Ah sikur ta kuptonim qe kjo eshte arsyeja e tere fatkeqesive tona!..

Jua rekomandoj fuqishem kete film te Kim Ki Duk si nje pasqyre e komplekseve tona!